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"Ya Allah..please give me the strength.. Forgive me for loving him too much. It’s very hurtful. Can I stand this test ya Allah? Have I enough strength and iman to face it? Ya Allah I’m thankful I’m chosen to get this test but please give me the strength to face it.."

tell me why…

tell me why does it hurt so much

tell me why it is not mend to be mine

tell me why this love is so deeply

tell me why does this feeling came,i did not ask for it

tell me why it’s impossible for happiness to be cherish

tell me why can’t this love last forever

tell me why do i loves him so much

tell me why……tell me why……

tell me why i can’t face it

tell me why can’t i stop loving…

tell me why …this happen now…

tell me why i can’t be with him….

tell me why my heart and soul are only mend for him…

tell me why i’m afraid to lose him…

tell me why..can’t i be strong to move on without him

tell me why….can’t i tell him how i felt

tell me why….tell me why…..

To all the Doctor LOVE out there please tell me why………

back to upgrading my blog…well i was browsing the internet and trying to find this song and lyrics ..and finally i’ve got IT! ..i was surfing and surfing and surfing and surfing and not knowing where to begin or start ..actually i do not know what was the song title and i have to keep on searching..to make it worst i only knew one line of the lyrics and i don’t know the song or the album or who is the artist …ha ha ha ha ha ha only one line of the lyrics i knew to search and find the correct song! …but at last …yesssssssssssssssssssss…i’ve got it…at last i just zoom in to the top 10 song and lyrics….finally its one of the popular song from indonesia call "Hapus Aku" from the group name "Nidji"…i have heard this song only once and i can still recall the melody and song right ….the lyrics are quite touching for someone who is in this situation i guess……as the lyrics say..please convinced me that she/he is not mend to be mine..

nice song and the lyrics are very deeply define in a way to express the sorrow of love…if you love someone nothing else matters..even if the person are not mend to be yours and you knew that it is impossible to be together but the feeling is still there right…you can deny it, or act as if nothing happens or just hide the feeling towards the person but the feeling of love is still there…you can deny it to everyone but you can’t lie to yourself…everytime when you just felt like giving up hope and just put them aside and just burn everything there is…but the feeling is still there…no matter how hard you try it will not go ….only time will heal the pain… love is weird i guess or love is blind or the person who is in love is blind that i have to ask Doctor Love i guess he knows better …so if you love someone..cherish the time you have we might not know what will happen in the future…tell them how you felt before its too late…

this is the lyrics that i have been searching for and finally its the correct song….

Hapus Aku - Nidji

Kutuliskan kesedihan
Semua tak bisa kau ungkapkan
Dan kita kan bicara dengan hatiku

Sadarkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku…

i am sorry to hurt your feelings my love
I know you are very upset over me

And don’t want to talk to me either
If you feel that I had hurt you by unpleasant words

di malam yang syahdu ini

kelihatan sang bulan yang indah

bagai kan pungguk menrindui bulan

begitu la perjalanan ini

berliku tanpa akhirnya

terasa damai menyapa ku

tika terkenang kan ia nan satu

indah nya kehadiran itu mengetuk pintu ini

kian lama ia di tutup rapat

hadir nya mengusik jiwa mencengkam kalbu

mengapa kah harus ia datang untuk sekian lama nya

ada kah ia milik hakiki

atau persinggahan cuma

ingin mengapai langit nan indah

tapi ketentuan nya tidak pasti

manusia itu hanya menrancang

hanya yang esa akan kekal

bertanpa kerdil nya aku

di sisi nya….

harapan mengunung, mengharap

keajaiban itu berlaku

terasa jiwa sesak menghimpit perasaan

perjalanan di teruskan

mengharap sinar mentari menyinari

kegelapan perjalanan yang tak pasti

hadir lah ia bersama ku

ia umpama bintang menerangi malam ku

ia umpama mentari menyuluhi sinar harapan

ia umpama pelangi menwarnai hidup ku ini

ia umpama aliran sungai yang mendamai kan jiwa

nukilan oleh : Aleeya Afiera